I've always been afraid of a stranger being in my house and me not knowing about it. But why do I jump into my bed to avoid being close to the edge if my bed thinking subconsciously that someone could be under my bed?
As I'm typing this I know for a fact it sounds stupid and ridiculous and childish. I just don't understand why I have this "monster under the bed" feeling when I'm 19 years old. Another part that makes me feel stupid is that this fear comes out only at night.
I've only told a few people about this fear. Not that there's a monster under the bed, but that my biggest fear is someone being in my house, specifically someone out to hurt me and my family.
Conveniently posted at 4 in the morning. Needed to rant.
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